As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten. Therefore be zealous and repent. - Revelation 3:19
I will turn 64 on my next birthday but it wasn’t until the ripened age of 50 that I was born again into the life God had always chosen for me. “ . . . just as He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before Him in love . . .” - Ephesians 1:4. For fourteen long and sometimes very painful and difficult years I have traveled in the direction of Bunyan’s “Christian.”
Like a healthy stock-market chart, my progress has been marked by peaks, valleys, and times of stagnation. There have been both “bull markets and bear markets.” But my direction has always been forward to greater heights. I strive in spite of my old self and pray for strength, both physical and spiritual. The fight that I engage in now is not against physical threats but the pernicious effects of the world, the flesh, and the devil. “Therefore I run thus: not with uncertainty. Thus I fight: not as one who beats the air. But I discipline my body and bring it into subjection, lest, when I have preached to others, I myself should become disqualified.” - 1 Corinthians 9:26-27.
This spiritual fight I have endured since I was 50 began when Jesus dealt with me in my utterly depraved state by throwing me a divine beating of the first order. Up until that moment I had run my life according to my own agenda. I was my own boss. I was in charge of me! Wrong or right were relative terms. And, I could excuse or give a reason for everything I ever thought, said, or did. “In those days there was no king in Israel; everyone did what was right in his own eyes.” - Judges 17:6. I had no king; I had no God and I had no master . . . until the night that Christ crushed and broke my ego along with my sinful spirit in His saving act of love. Jesus then helped me to my feet, embraced me and forgave me.
Scottish theologian, Dr. Sinclair Ferguson, recently wrote, “Christ’s deconstruction always has reconstruction in view.” I must admit that it was the first time I had ever heard of a spiritual chastening referred to as “deconstruction,” but that is exactly what it is or was in my case. You see, when Christ throws you a beating, you never forget it. If you walk away from it unscathed and unchanged, then rest assured - it wasn’t Christ. The rod that God uses on us actually “spares” us from a worse fate - eternity without Him! The rod that God uses on us begins our reconstruction as men and women of “His own heart.”
I will not insult your intelligence by suggesting for a moment that I still don’t have sin in my life. Sin is the eternal condition of mankind without Christ but there is a hope that Christians have exclusively - “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who according to His abundant mercy has begotten us again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an inheritance incorruptible and undefiled and that does not fade away, reserved in heaven for you, who are kept by the power of God through faith for salvation ready to be revealed in the last time.” - 1 Peter 1:3-5. I said this hope is the exclusive promise made to those who believe in Christ Jesus. This promise is made to no one else. Christ is the one way, the only way. “Therefore I said to you that you will die in your sins; for if you do not believe that I am He, you will die in your sins.” - John 8:24.
Many have come to know Christ through less arduous and painful means than I, but all of us at one time or another will feel the sting of God’s rebuke and chastening of in our lives . . . because He loves us. “My son, do not despise the chastening of the Lord, nor detest His correction; for whom the Lord loves He corrects, just as a father the son in whom he delights.” - Proverbs 3:11-12.
May we always be grateful for God’s lordship over our lives, His discipline, and His eternal love for us. It is only through Christ that we can ever come to everlasting glory.
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